There was once I asked a lady for directions at the bus stop.
For some reason she quivered, looked weak, and even speak in a very
soft feminine tone that I had to guess what she was saying.
Often, guys would point at my direction and ask their girls to look
at me. A few chaps actually gave me a really jaw-dropping shocked
look from their cars whenever I walked past them. A great many
others will stare at me, make grunts of disapproval and whisper
among themselves and then turn away, looking uneasy...
A couple of fast food crew over the counter suddenly lost their
voice whenever I approach them to place an order. A whimper that I
almost couldn't make out of it.
Whenever I walk around orchard road, the girls would often look
down looking shy and give way to me. Without fail, most couldn't
resist stealing a glance at me.
No kidding. It makes me feel real embarrassed.
And because of all these I have become more introvert. I hate going
out unless it is really necessary. Only a few would truly
understand the pain that I am going through.
