aiya... if u believe, you will believe... if you die die won't
believe, appear in front of you oso you won't believe, take
pictures oso ppl won't believe. i said this many times liao.
but don't worry... you all will see Jesus all at one shot, just
like you wished for. but that's pretty much the end liao. 
sh!t happens. that's life.. christian don't mean their life is a
bed of roses you know.. see the sh!t you non-believers give us?
zzz,
but seriously though... sometimes christians' lives are harder than
non-believers, some good people choose to be missionaries in 3rd
world countries, even though they are scholars etc, can get good
jobs etc. really respect man..
bible never tell us our lives here are gonna be sweet, but god
promise that he will always protect us, provide for us, deliver
us.
i've got this book, you all should read, its about this china man
who is a preacher in china. keena alot of problem, keena caught,
got his legs broken, go thru torture etc. like japanese
occupation.
but on the other hand, he experience so many miracles, how he was
able to reach out to the lost in prison, experience divine
intervention, walk out of prison miraclously etc.
so some ppl see the hardship he endure, but others marvel at the
experiences he has with god.
