Its not only that...
The other day, there was student collecting donations, came to
pester me for abit. I covered my ears and walked away. It was not
because I didn't want to donate, didn't have the money, its because
just like that guy above said... too shy to express out...
And also there was once... now this incident really made me feel
bad...
I was out with a few of my friends... then an old lady on
wheelchair approached one of my friends. I could clearly see that
she didn't have her legs anymore. She asked my friend for help to
push her to the nearby MRT station, my friend said he was busy.
Then the old lady started saying "I would have do it myself if I
could..." I could clearly see she almost cried... I stood by the
side... I wanted to help... but I didn't... I was again... too shy
to express out...
I really don't know what is wrong with me... I've always been
hiding behind my mother even up till now...
I even need my mother to accompany me for a haircut or consult the
doctor, I just don't have the courage to do it alone... I don't
even dare buy food from food stalls...
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!
