please no rubbish posts ok.
I'm beginning to find myself believing less and less .. I mean
think about .. My life has been nothing but pain, suffering, and
obstacles after one another .. then I have friends that go "IT'S
JUST A TEST ! HAVE FAITH !" and I'm thinking .. what kind of sick
bastard will put innocent people through these kinds of tests
..
At night when I pray, am I praying? or am I really just begging for
something, clinging onto that hope that really should be non
existent.
does god really exist ?
or is it just another piece of bullshit that we feed ourselves to
give us hope when really we should have none because there is
none.
