You STILL have not answer the first question.
I have split personalities. Both personalities want to watch the
play. One personality bought the ticket with 40 dollars in my
wallet. The other personality only reserved a 40 dollar
ticket.
I cannot remember where I put the ticket because the personality I
am in only reserved it. Hence, I have the impression I had the
ticket but could not remember details such as the seat number. But
because I already bought a ticket, it would seem that I lost 40
dollars.
All that is left is to wait for the next switch in personality so
that I can take out my ticket to watch the play.