I will need time to recover and then meet nice girls like her
again. But then again I need new friends, anyime!
Thanks alot people for advice I dun plan to go over cos of the way
she talked on the phone... its all about her life, her career, her
home, how to get PR. No mention about us, the relationship...
when the feeling is lost, its lost, I can feel it 
But I have fought a good fight for so long, finally suspense is
over 