Dear Blog,
I hav a lot mixed feeling...happiness, excited, sadness, anxiety,
puzzled.
Happy cos can take a break liao, take a break from e usual stuff,
usual routin, n it's a long break. Long break from tis familar
place, a new environment, breath sum fresh air. A place to
rejuvenate, recharge, jus enjoy wad is life.
Excited cos, it's coming beri beri soon...can count le. Countdown
in progress
Sadness, cos my pc break down, gonna spent a bomb on it liao. Oso
my expenses leh? cmf over budget de! Hai...eat air liao...Oso, hw
cum she so busy de...me always free, whereas she always no
free...hw to substain...cmf cannot work out de, like apart le, e
feeling lik not as b4 le, felt a distance between us le...an
invisibile wall leh...hw cum bcum lik dat? whois fault isit? from
when? Since when?
Anxiety/purzzled , hw do we go from here, wad's next. wad do I wan?
Wad do we wan? So many qns, yet no ans. Are we meant to be, are
thing wad they meant to be? wad abt her? Wad role is she playin?
wad role r u playin? Wad role are we all playin?
Well, look lik dat's enuff for nw! Thks blog, feel great to blast
it all out...till den...
