Dear Blog,
Ysternite, after wk, shopping with friends. Missha, the Korean
make-up/skincare store. Okie
the price are cheap, there are
varieties and it smell sooooo nice wor
heehee
.
My friends really can shop man
.we have total 6 of us
the usual
wait for and wait upon
so dilly dally plenty of time on
waiting
.hmmm
..and guess wat, I top the buying record
again
..hmmm
.
Celebrated Zra bird day at Town up till about 3.30
.was it?? Hmm
I
guess so bah! He seems tired and most of the time he was just
listening to our crapping
.thanks to those who turned up
.and the
very wonderful small NYDC cake
heehee
Wld like to highlight the following to all Ppl, frds, colleagues,
relatives, siblings
..WHAT IS
BY-CHOICE??
The abv, always ask me the same question every time
.: Y are u
still single har? When are u getting married har? 
I ans
I am by-choice
..the
meaning being : I choose and would like to remain single
.no
relationship, no bf, not marrying, no family
..by-choice meaning
.i prefer and wld like
to remain alone for the rest of my life!!! I do not need bf or
family or a hubby to spice up my life or to bal my life with them
ard!!! I can and sincerely wld like to remain as wat I am and
single in my life!! Its not because my standards are high, no
suitors..etc
.(I do have suitors, believe it or not) Thank you for
the speech! 
Most ppl see my post of : I am sitting alone at the highest shelf :
Meaning : I am alone and will be alone cos I chose the highest
shelf (unreachable mah)
.and its
by-choice!! Get it! 
I cant stand the agony of patoring or having someone to share my
life with, having to think and plan for him, take care of him,
worry for him, cook for him, plan things for him
(trust me
..i am
such a lovey dovey gf tat I will not hesitate to treat him better
than myself
) this is my only soft spot
.which I hate it whenever I
feel that he is not concern about me or when I feel tat I am
treating him nicer than he is suppose to treat me even better or I
hate the feeling of him taking me for granted??!!! As if I owe him
and wat I am doing is only his .....i cant help it
.i always tend
to treat bf nicer than they treat me cos its taken for granted
already
Okie okie
.i may be grumpy and naggy but if I can treat my bf well
and this kind of feelings are not being reciprocate
than forget
it
.i am out
maybe I am jus not cut out for the game of love
or tat
no man are on par with me to share my feelings and thoughts
and
here comes the word : By-choice
Thank You Blog!
