Dear Blog,
I started this blog intending to post light-hearted articles up and
allowed it to be just another outlet for me to vent. Never did I
expect it to go from simple to serious. As much as I would like to
make my posts sound less heavy, it is inevitable that I move from
mild to affected. I am a very "feeling" person, as closed frds wld
said (especially chelle) 
It's funny how I now look at my parents. They seemed complete
strangers now
.refusing to talk and even send letters thru pigeons
hahaha
.I can see their
mistakes and understand a lot of reasons behind their many actions
and reactions.
They are, afterall, humans and sad to say
..to err is human. I
guess I can accept a lot of reality now than, say, when I was much
younger. Sometimes when I do think about it, maybe it's better not
to grow up. Stay forever like kid and look at the world with
wide-eyed wonder. How simple. However, the reality is that I
am older now. I am an adult (or at least I hope I have become
one) and I must deal with all the ups and downs that come my
way
regardless of the fact
. whether I like it or not.
These few days/nite at home have spent quite substantial time
thinking about family and freedom kind of thingy
made me
understand my family, extended or otherwise, so much more. Although
it has left me with some mixed feelings, I think it's high time I
see a more complete picture. Every family has a story. Mine too.
Many in fact. Whatever it is, you cannot deny your ties. It is the
kinship that binds all of us together. In actual fact, I do care
yes trust me
.i do care about
them
.just that my neck may be a bit stiff at times
..heck
with all those
hi dad, hi mum, chi bao le mah
..??!!! 
A friend chat ysterday
..hi
man
.hope u get married soon so that
the twins gene will conclude the ans of the leap year thingy
okay
shhss
..dun worry
..i
will not say who u are cos
its between us okie
. 
Thank you Blog..... 