This is a repost from 2013, but I just wanted the new JC
students to know about this. Back in 2013, a RJC student named
Kevin Wee, burnt his A level certificate in his bedroom, and video
recorded the burning on YouTube, together with a 4 hour verbal
exposition on why he did this, together with his personal take on
the Singapore Education System, and on being a student in Raffles
Junior College. It's a pity the video has since been taken down (he
must have kena a lot of threats). At that time, Kevin posted about
his experience and his A level cert burning video, on many
different Singapore forums on the internet. I'll reproduce one of
his posts here (the one he sent to TheRealSingapore), together with
RJC Confeesions Facebook link, and Kevin's Facebook link.

My name is Kevin Wee, 19 this year. I hope you will take some
time to hear my story. I was from Victoria School (VS) and Raffles
Junior College (RJC). Growing up, I was taught to work and study
hard, for it will give me a secure and good future. I excelled in
sports and studies, working extremely hard at both. I never had
time for a relationship and spent little time going out with
friends. I played badminton for VS in sec 1 and 2, and switched to
tennis in sec 3 and 4. I achieved a national ranking, which helped
me get into RJC through DSA. In RJC, we won a double gold and I
represented Singapore in the ASEAN schools games in 2012.
I had everything going for me, and just needed to work hard
for A levels, get good grades, and get into medicine. Or so I
naively thought. 1 month before the A levels, there was
construction above my house. I got nervous and agitated, but
managed to compromise and study 14 hrs a day for a month.
First day of As, I was placed at the side of the hall where I
never sat before and the aircon was blowing in my face. I have
asthma, and I couldn’t breathe properly. I got shifted to a ulu
place whr I got distracted by some sounds (prob due to the anxiety)
and ""scrwed up"" GP. I went into mild depression and couldn’t
concentrate on the following papers (kept worrying where ill sit) I
didnt sleep at all before math, and had a complete mental block in
both papers, when to the toilet and sat there...handed up 2sheets
of paper. Aft that, I wanted to withdraw, but my mum encouraged me
and took me to the doc and got medication. I struggled through the
rest of the papers...trapped by my thoughts of the future and all
kinds of weird sensations that distract me. I barely made it
through As and I thought it was going to be fine.
I was wrong. I had death thoughts (of myself getting hanged,
getting cut up,etc) and I couldn’t sleep or control them. Aft 4
days of no sleep, I honestly thought without a doubt I was going to
die. I was admitted and the doc gave me a sedative. It didn’t work.
I lay awake for 4 hrs, and then woke up trembling from head to toe,
I called my parents and said ""goodbye"". The doc gave me a
stronger sedative and I fell asleep.
Anyway, I was stuck in depression for 4 months...I was
suicidal in January. Some of you may be thinking, exams are a very
stupid reason to go into depression like that, but it wasn’t my
fault per say. I had dreams, I studied exceedingly hard for so many
years. To me, my future was gone to trash, all my hard work over 18
yrs rendered useless. Furthermore, my mind was too spent from all
that studying and it shut down because it had reached its limit.
Depression is as much a physical as it is mental illness.
Somehow, I recovered slowly. In late march, with medication,
love, support, and letting go of everything. I told myself, I
really don’t need a degree to survive, there are other ways to make
ends meet.
One day, as I was watching youtube, I decided hey, I could do
that, share my story u know, try and inspire people from there. So
I did it. In my first video I shared my story and eventually burned
my A level cert. You may think its stupid, but its not. That piece
of paper almost murdered me, and its worthless to me now, I never
want to see it again. The video is long but the first 1hr20mins is
the crux. If its too long to tahan, do try and watch it in parts if
you can It has 18k views so far and good reviews. After my video,
some people with mental illnesses have also come to me for help.
It’s tiring helping them, but nonetheless I will never give up, for
I was once that person, desperate and yearning for help.
I also made two subsequent videos where I interviews elderly
cleaners and gave out masks during the haze periods. I do not
understand why in our country when our GDP is one of the highest in
the world, elderly cleaners, whose faces are riddled with wrinkles,
have to bend over and clean tables.
Also, after I woke up from the nightmare, I begin to see
clearly the shortcomings of the education system. It is cruely
competitive and places too much emphasis on grades. From a young
age, some parents bombard their children with two preschools, piano
classes, tuition, sports classes, you name it. Children should be
able to enjoy their childhood and slowly find their dreams, not
having them forced on them. Because parents want “the best” for
their child’s future, they may unknowingly put too much stress on
kids from a young age. I remember clearly during my PSLE results, a
boy was crying over the phone in the toilet, saying “Mummy, sorry,
I got below 200, how?” No child at the age of 12 should feel that
their life is over because of a stupid piece of paper.
In secondary schools, many “neighbourhood” school kids are
struggling to keep up with the content of the O levels with 6-8
subjects, and face tremendous stress. Some simply give up, and
worse still develop mental illness. These claims are not made into
jest. For my upcoming videos, I’ve interviewed “neighbourhood
school” kids and this is what they tell me. So too do taxi driver
uncles (about their sons) whom I talk to.
Of course, when grades are held in high regard, there are
other perils and implications on society like elitism and social
stratification, which are also serious problems.
Also, though my interactions with my new friends, I realised
I was very sheltered, and I finally see the neglected side of
society-namely people with disabilities, mental illnesses, learning
disabilities and the elderly.
Coming out of depression, I have a clearer dream and
conviction; That is to inspire a more inclusive, loving Singapore,
where we look out for those falling through the cracks, for those
crushed under the weight of a fast paced society, for those who are
underprivileged and in need of help. I hope we can achieve that
dream together as Singaporeans :)

https://www.facebook.com/kevin.wee.16
Another (unidentified) ex-RJC student subsequently posted this
on RJC Confessions Facebook page :
To the Kevin Wee dude who did the video on the education
system:
The surest way for one to realise his dreams is to go through
the given system that works and aim to be the best. In any society,
regardless of what systems there are, there will always be the
better and lousier people - that's a fact of life and there's
nothing you can do to change that.
You flunked your A levels because you hate the system- you
have an extremely defeatist attitude and you're unwilling to work
hard. Your mistake was not that you were bad, but you were
senseless to not take the guaranteed path RJ or any JC offers you
and instead tried challenging and finding fault with the system.
You claim that "other alternative less competitive" paths can get
you to success to. Well sure, if these methods worked you wouldn't
be here making vlogs for a living, see?
Competition and comparison between the better and the poorer
people in any country is inevitable. You hate the system because
it's competitive, and people who lag or are left behind suffer a
horrible fate. But it is only with this system that the top few
people even work hard in the first place. If we didn't have to
compete or work hard for our success, then nobody would study hard
at all.
It is people like you who kill the determination and driving
force in Singapore. It doesn't help that the "lousier" people as we
call it are lagging behind, but people like you have to exacerbate
things by telling them that JC is hard, PW stress is crazy and
whatnot. Yes it is stressful, but are you telling me this stress is
necessarily bad? Will you not face stress and failure in your
career in future? Clearly, no pain no gain. If you're unwilling to
put in 1000%, you'll never make it big. Maybe that's why you're
into making vlogs now eh?
And WHAT THE FUCK stop hitting on your juniors by asking them
if they're cute, that's just creepy. I have already notified
relevant authorities too, have fun.
https://www.facebook.com/RJConfessions/posts/228031204011708