3 years of relationship... its gonna be tough on you.
i've been through this rough patch myself. After 3 years, after
coming to 4, my ex told me that she wanted back her singlehood,
something which she longed even so when we're still together. At
that point of time, my heart just crumbled, broken into a zillion
pieces and i was thinking was it that i didn't do enough. I had so
much wanted to protect her and live my life together with her
Seriously i've always been giving in to her, letting her have her
ways, sometimes forsake things that i wanna do for her and yet,
things turned out this way.
i was sad and depressed and i clinged on to something that wouldn't
happen, which was a patch coz while we were together, she said it
once that if i ever broke up with someone, i wouldn't patch back
with that person. i was being too persistent for my own good.
Right now, we're just friends. Still i miss her very much and so
much wish that this hadn't happened. Now, we're more like hi and
bye kinda friends and somehow i totally hate this feeling. i
totally want to give up this friendship but yet somehow i don't
want. All i am wishing now is that she is happy (i know she is)
right now and the next guy who comes into her life wouldn't hurt
her. i can't be bothered too much with the rest already.
