Updates
had another meeting recently, much longer meeting and we went
out walk walk abit. and also eat. There were indeed differences,
like how china chinese , seem to be more straighforward and fierce
than singaporeans. I have observe about these things in few china
chinese, for women ones at least, including this one, hence the
generalization of idea on them.
I have opininated about this with her, and there was a
non-heated discussion about this observation i had.
Overall, the mood of the outing was not awkward. it was nice but
there was not much interest from her on me. She seems just like
treating me more of the platonic kind of friends.
She does not expect me to treat, but she was rather too concern
about hygenie eating out, which I thought is like that one in
outside food. But these are not overriding concerns.
We also talked about thriftness and our opinions diverges. She
thinks that earning more money is more important than saving little
money, which i find is opposite because earning more money is more
difficult and also brings some undesirable effects generally
speaking, so it is not more important than thriftiness skill
In the end, I still like her though as i said, she seems neutral
about me. I have some idea how to touch her heart. But in this
journey, i am still pondering on the nature and purpose of love,
courtship and sex. While grasping with the rules and truth of
these, I believe, for one thing at least, is that she is someone I
must make her my partner.
