Every minute I spent talking to her will always either be
about
1) How useless will English be in the future
2) How my Dad used to "posion" her
3) How my Dad made her lose her jobs and friends
4) Ask if there's any PI following us
5) Ask me to go to China with her
6) Dissing USA
7) Conspiracies about her life
8) How useless are National Geographic, Reader Digest, TIME
magazine, Asian Geographic vs her favourite $2 celebrity
magazine
Do you how emotionally distressing is it for me to talk to
her?!! She doesn't support my intellectual pursuits in social
affairs, politics and current events, she just want me to
1) Get married
2) Buy house and move INTO my house
3) Have children
So that she can take of my "children" and happily ever after for
her.
I AM TIRED. She's not going to control my
life.
It's denfinitely unfair for your mother to force you to have
children, yet take care of them as her own children... Don't worry,
I know nowadays taking care of a child is getting tougher, but I
hope you can still see a glimmer of hope for the next 10 years of
your life, where you can see your own children grow up and give you
the care you deserve as a mother... Don't forget your teachers and
good friends, for you can talk to them and they will listen, give
you a possible solution and, bang, before you know it, you know how
to handle all these issues! Even your dearly loved teddy bear of
plush toy can be something to 'talk' to, to let off your grief...
Wish you good luck! 