Let me ask you, did you fall for her before getting to know her
bad side?
If you did so, it can be hard to change a good impression of
her. If otherwise, it would have been much harder to fall for
her.
This is a girl whom I know I won't want to be with but I am also
not willing to hurt her feelings. I did asked her to find a
boyfriend and everytime I do, I got scolded by her. And looking at
her sad makes me feel sad, because I wish I could do something but
it's beyond my ability. And that makes me feel so hopeless.
Anyway I don't think I want to fall for her. I just want to be
her good friend (that explains why I never want to go into a sexual
r/s because it will complicate matters). Problem is she takes me as
her bf the way she introduce me to her family, I'm like omg but in
front of the family, I don't want make her feel awkward.