Friend......first you need to stop gambling immediately, and
dont think you can "recover the loss"
It is impossible to "recover the loss"
Do you know mathematic....?
Do you know why gambling house never lose money.....because they
have an edge......
Suppose you toss coin, it is 50-50 chance for either
side......but the gambling house only give you smaller
reward......less than 50-50......so the more you play and toss the
coin.....actually you are bleeding and draining yourself and giving
a small percentage to the house.
So stop immedialy and dont think of "recovering the loss"
Remember, the more often you gamble, the more you will settle
into statistical average, or statistical equilibrium, you will
settle into your mathematical odds and you will consistently
bleed.
Learn...!!