Dearest Expat,
Everything you do people see you differently because you are
different.
Depending on who they are and to what extend they worship
caucasians. I can frankly tell you, your husband is definitely
getting all the attention from those hard up girls who like
caucasian bfs or dreaming to marry one, so this is one thing you
must guard for yourself. Don't blame yourself for being suspicious,
in fact it is a good thing to be.
Well, other than this, all I can say is, let time proves itself.
Culture, habits and people differ place to place even in Singapore,
it's a multi-racial, multi-culture country. At least you speak the
same language we do! =)
P/S: It is normal to feel sad, lonely, bored and even depress
but once you get out of these negativities, nothing can stop
you!!