actually i'm like that too. so you see, you are not
alone. i have much desire to have someone with me especially
when i am confused, to help look out for me (since we usually can't
see ourselves), but after praying for very long, i am still
alone. as a result, often i make stupid decisions because i
was too stuck in my thinking to see the big picture and there's no
one to help me see.
anyway, this post is not about
me. my purpose of writing is to say you are not
alone..... cheer up and like the other forumnites
suggest, go join the outing. we have to make the first
step.
call a hotline when you are feeling very down. try to
diffuse the feelings of loneliness by taking up hobbies, if it
helps.
