Haizz....this is a continuation....
Latest update:
She (My classmate) has a new job working nite shift as she
got retrenched recently.
But she suddenly decided to defer her course cos she
felt she cannot cope.....i tried many methods to ask her what is
the reason for it and she just won't say it....i feel so
useless....my other team mates had counted on me to persuade her as
i am more close to her....yet i failed....
Anyway, i believe they also got try persuading her......
This decision of hers was like a stab to my heart and it
went really deep....my other team mates also felt sad about
it...
Right from the start of the course i have already told my team
mates to speak up if they got any problem and from there onwards, i
thought everyone got the message...although i had to remind them
from time to time....
We had faced and solved many problems together and managed to
get everything done on time.....and yet....
I am mystified to her real reasons for deferring the
course.....i feel so damn useless, sad, angry &
frustrated.....
I am a failure....i failed...i failed...i failed...i
failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i
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failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i
failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i
failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i
failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i
failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i
failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i failed...i
failed......
Hi Mr Milo,
Please do not blame yourself, for you have tried your utmost
best to help her. As much as you will like to help her, a lot also
depends on whether she wants to help herself or not.
Cheers.