if he is, then i'll open a new topic in aunt agony and that's
when you all would go 'serves you right'
so far since the i posted this topic, i've stopped meeting him
during the weekends.
actually he's having troubles with his gf, and in some ways i
know he treats me as a spare tyre.. and in some ways since my bf is
quite busy these days(i only see him twice a week), i treat him as
a companion..
So, in short, you haven't get over him yet.
I don't want to be mean, but not having a man in your life at
all times doesn't mean you will die or something along that
line.
Now that you are just having a b/g relationship with your bf,
you are being unfaithful to him already. Once you are married, I
wonder what you will do behind your husband's back.