Been with a girl i truly love and care for alot for 9mths
now.She's always been the motivation and drive for me to look
forward to tml and do well at work.We had always been very
close.She would always stayed over at my house during weekends and
im just happy to be in our little world.We went thru alot and
always come back stronger.Both of us had always did something wrong
to each another but somehow we managed to stay thks to our strong
love and promises.I had promised her that i'll make her mine
forever,till now it still stand.(i'm 20 btw)
She went into a new sch and hasnt been doing very well in it.I
wished that i could helped but her course isnt wat i
understand.Furthermore in that course,there isnt much girls so most
of her 'better' frens are guys.She has always been the outgoing
type,she's a Leo.I accepted it.But as a cancer that i am,its kinda
hard to accept the fact that she calls and msgs him late at nite
etc.She calls him KorKor and treats him like one from what she
says.I understand and accepted the fact of that.He too calls her
mei mei fyi
We had problems recently and she would tell him what happened
between us.So he noes quite abit bout us.Once,she told me that he
confessed that he had a crunch on her,that she's cute and
everything and that he felt special when she's with him.I was glad
that she told him that she has a bf and everything and would not do
anything rite now.She had told me tat he's a very sweet person and
all and treats him only like a Kor.But when i ask him what if he
woos u,who would she choose.She said she doesnt noe.
Furthermore,we had a big argue and he chose to use tat to his
opportunity and tell her that.Ever though he did told her to stay
with me.I feel that he's just trying to put out an act just in
front of her.I dun noe.
She will have 2 more years with her bunch of classmates and i've
been spending not much time with her.(only once every few days) I
trust her not to betray me and she assured with me now that she
only wanna concentrate on her declining studies. She's just too
important for me to lose her.But im afraid i will lose her one
day.Or issit the fact that im thinking too much? Im prepared to
tell him off one day if he step forward and cross the line. I might
lose some battles but i aint gonna lose the war.
We know that you loved this girl.
But the question that you need to find out for yourself
is.....
DOES SHE ALSO FEEL THE SAME ABOUT YOU?
It seems to me that although you claimed to love this girl, but
you have absolutely no idea whether she loves you or not.
If you had any clue about how she felt about you, whether it is
true or false...you won't have so little faith in your
relationship. Girls can lie easily, but it's up to you to find
out the truth and the lie. 
