... Don't feel alone and emo. Your parents care about you more
than anything else. This is applicable to all. If you do not want
to be late for work, then MAKE IT a point to wake up earlier. Your
perception of work = "shit". Perhaps you don't like your career?
Since you don't like it, you can change it you want to.
The fact that there is so much negativity in your ranting is
that you view what has happened to you as something bad. You can
change your perception of all those negativity into something
postive.
Being late for work > tell yourself, " I must do something to
get rid of this bad habit"
This is already a lesson learnt. If you apply all this to
everything that is going wrong in your "life" now, perhaps you will
feel better.
The fact that you feel that the people you care about the most
are ignoring you is because of being oversensitive. Sometimes, when
you get emotional, you will tend to overlook a lot of things.
Treat what you are going through now as a lesson. You can choose
to brave the wind or cower. If you brave the wind, you are going to
get stronger and will be able to brave an even stronger wind.
However, if you cower and get engulfed in despair or self-pity, you
are never going to be any stronger. Take action now!
I hope this will help you.