lately i've been quite down..and for reasons which i find
completely ridiculous..like when ppl say something i don't like to
hear, or when i feel insulted, i hold on to that for very
long..
letting go has never been a problem for me, until recently i
would feel damn pharking frustrated to the point where i would flip
around in bed, unable to sleep for at least an hour..forgiving and
forgetting is near impossible for me to do as well, and a simple
provocation like "you fking noob" pisses me off for days..
this might sound pretty fucking ridiculous, but can anyone share
some advice on handling such issues?
You are feeling like this because you acknowledge/approve people
around you too easily and unconsciously granted them permission to
hurt you.
People can only hurt you when you ALLOWED them to do so. Always
remember who you are, your heritage, and how important you are to
your families, your parents, your loved ones.
Understand who you are and NEVER PERMIT anyone to hurt you
without your permission, for you are always more valuable than
those cowards who tried to bring you down out of fear.
The choice is yours and you should decide if you want to
surrender to the fears that others have for you, or you want to
create more fear in their hearts of those cowards who have chosen
the path to hurt you out of their own fears.
And I can tell you, it's so easy to see the fears and
insecurities that others has for you when you know how to deny them
and their cowardly act. 
