We actually had our little book of secrets. The book was my 24th
birthday present, and she recorded all the beautiful memories,
photos etc. that we had together. Over the past 3 years, when
we have want to express our deep feelings, we'd write it in
there.
Although we often talk about such things openly, we
still write to each other in the book. Just 2 months before
the breakup, her last entry said something along the lines that how
fortunate she was to have me and would never want to lose me. Then,
things just changed suddenly. She went out more often with her
friends for shopping and movies, and I didn't question her because
I respected her need for personal space. We did not even quarrel or
have any disagreements leading to the breakup.
The last I met her was in Lido, where I accompanied her for
dinner. I suggested to watch a movie but she said she was tired.
After sending her off, she smsed me that we need a break from each
other...*sigh*
Julyn, I'm sorry to hear that we're in the same plight. I am
trying hard not to think about her but often, I find myself
still visiting her friendster site. However, she did
not remove our pictures...which left me confused. Well, I
sincerely hope that you'll forget your past and find a man you
love, that deserves you.
Erm it's a matter of time that she will remove i guess.
He did not remove and did not want to remove all our photos from
his friendster when we first break off too. He was even still
carrying my photo in his wallet and hanging our photo keychain on
his key when he was already with the gal. The reason was that is
his only memories left of us. Sounds rubbish huh. He even claim
that the gal doesnt mind at all. Well tell me which gal or guy
wouldn't mind? I just don understand.
As months move on understand my request, he have removed
everything. I do not like the fact of him loaded the gals photos
with him and still keep mine.
