wow...just be sounds like me...i totally understand your
situation
the difference is that i choose to be alone...haha...i used to
have so many friends, and many of them in one way or another hurt
me emotionally. also, i see so many people everyday that sometimes
i get sick of talking to people. of course, a few years of such a
policy in secondary school has affected my socialising skills a
little; i find it kind of hard to meet new people now.
So, sometimes, i do get frustrated when i see people with so
many friends walking down Orchard Road, or at the sports complex.
However, since i entered JC, i really changed in a way that I
started my life afresh. I made friends, i don't want to be alone
anymore...still, i don't really like meeting people outside school
and on weekends.
My advice is that if you really don't want to be a loner, start
socializing. It really is up to you. If you're shy, get a close
friend to help introduce yourself to others. You've got one life,
so live it.
