the reason why i wanna tell her that i loved her once,
because there is a barrier between us now.
let me explain the barrier:
Before secondary 4, she always confide in me about her r/s
problems.
during secondary 4, when she stead with that guy and a big issue
was raised between me n her, after that she never confide in me
about her r/s problems cos she does not want to hurt me [ take
note: she does not know i like her ]
and now, she is having some serious problems with that guy which
may or may not result in a break. [ reason is : she has multiple
crushes recently. ]
and i feel very tortured for her not to say out how troubled she
feels.
so i thought that i could remove that barrier by saying out.
then maybe she'll understand why i did this or that in the past,
and then forgive me, then we can start anew as friends..something
like that...