attached to her. she seems really shy. she then confessed she
loved me longer than i do. but never really told me.
m : you ever really wondered why i really kissd you?
me : you make me wna love you. you actually made me understand
love. (well i take it that way lah)
m : okay, i made you to love me okay.
me : so you think we can get together now?
m : well, you wana go for other girls or not?
me : there's not many girls with pink braces around.
m : huh? what now?!
me : i meant to say, there's not many girls like you.
then she never gave me and and yes or no till few days
later..
m : sorry, didnt give you an ans.. im sure you know the answer
right?
me : yea, more or less. im sure it's a positive one..
then we got started..
i treat her to dinner and we go out just like usual. but i don't
really feel the love from her. we love each other very much of cos.
when i hugged her, she was reluctant. okay lah, first time with
me..
like i said, we used to go out often like really close friends. now
that we're together, more or less like last time. i can't really
think of how to make her feel really loved. we do hold hands and
all, so how do you actually make her feel really loved.. 
but she writes in her blog, "im freaking attached. so
damn happy enough"
i can tell she's really glad we're together..
so when there's dead silence when we sit, she'll go "eh, entertain
me lei"..
entertain.. hmm. 
