Juz cant bear to tell any of my friends,need a place to vent it
out and it seems this is the only place
Feeling very down and sad now.Ive been liking this gal for 1 year
already and Im very involved into her thinking about her
everyday,miss her very much when I cant see her for a few
days.Well,I muz say the actions,words that exsist between us create
this illusion that I probably HAVE chance to be with her when
finally 1 fine day I want to confess with her. Ive been dropping
hints here and there and responses were still quite positive. Some
what she still engages with me quite often. We are quite close that
she tells me of her daily problems, we exchange sms and msn nearly
every day.Close friends of mine said I stand a very gd chance
somemore.Haix! I used the word illusion cause I juz knew the cruel
truth Juz yesterday..
The happy and naïve me was always still harbouring hopes that I may
stand a chance but now it seems it will never happen. Maybe thats
her,getting so close with me but only treat me as a fren to her.I
dun even know where the hell do I stand in her heart among so many
guys in her daily life.
Juz knew that she has a guy in mind and shes kind of in the same
situation like me,like how I like her.Totally taken aback coz she
nv told me anything about this.I knew that she had rejected a guy
who planned romantic birthday for her but never knew that shes
been liking this guy and she felt helpless sometimes when she dun
get the reciprocated love. And from what I know,they can be
together anytime.
I m rather confused to whether should I still confess to her
although it seems that the chance of me getting her is like 10%?..
Cause she may not know that I like her as a girl NOT as a friend
only, dont feel like giving up. Juz wanna bring my point and
thoughts across. Being there for her and stuffs made me happy for
so long.So,what should I do..
