i believe i m well equipped with knowledge and the art of
persuasion. i read up often n i do well in school. teachers know i
am capable too.
however, i m willing to equip myself with better skills, once i
recuperate from my serious injury, in about 2-3months time. what u
say about my parents are somewhat true, about what deficiencies or
things they have. i have told them,what happened was in the 1970s,
this is 2007, things change, cannot put the 1970s mindset into
2007.
i reminded them that we can be traditional but we have to keep up
with times. but they keep saying things their way. i do want to
improve and upgrade myself, however, the inhibition being my
parents. they constantly do things to restrict me. lesser pocket
money and no work for me. it is like taking away my free will. they
keep saying study comes first, nxt time work earn more. i think
that: if u do not give me sufficient money to spend on myself, i
will have to find means and ways to earn it, regardless of what u
want because it is my life and if u wan to control me u can jolly
well get a pet. i have made it clear but my mother keeps
restricting me.
i have barely enough to eat that i hardly have savings. i do away
with not eating at all in school to save up. i need to have a
better quality of life. my parents r well to do, but they restrict
my money. yes they may think that i should be thrifty, but not to
the extent of squeezing me.
anyway i think the main point is this: if they wan to restrict me
too much, it wont do both parties good. i will have a lack of
proper growth and i will grow fustrated while they may be unhappy i
m like this, all because they started this mind controlling
game!
