As alot of ppl advise you, forget these 2 years, just focus on
your studies right now, study hard and get out of JC asap. I
understand how you feel...the thing is, the 2 years in JC is very
tough wher the workload suddenly gets super heavy and everyone
around you is mugging and lessons last throughout the day most of
the time, so there is lesser time for casual socialising. Hence,
you will see alot of 'little groups' being formed where certain ppl
will band together to study etc. Yes, it is all the much harder for
you as you jumped from a neighbourhood school to a top 5 JC. I do
not really know how to put this across but its like these 2
different groups of ppl are on different wavelength and different
types of thinking. Its not really to do with snobbishness or
anything to do with you but rather you just can't 'click' with
them.
Just to tell you my own personal experiences...it was a cultural
shock when I went from one of the top few schools to a
neighbourhood JC as I did not do well in my O levels. The ppl in my
class are all very nice and friendly and I do manage to lunch with
them and all. But I always get the feeling of being an outsider and
it will not matter if I am not around at all. I just cannot clicked
with them and it was a very lonely 2 years in JC. The type of
things they are intersted in and talked about are totally different
from what I used to talked about with my old classmates in
secondary school.
So basically, its just a matter of different wavelength and
sometimes you simply just cannot click with other ppl even though
they might be friendly. But don't worry, the world is a big place
and you just got to tell yourself to perserve through these 2 years
and get out of JC. You will get to meet a lot more ppl after
that.
