I've been there before.
You're not addicted.
Its a hunger.
And the prostitute fulfil that hunger.
You want feel important.
And the prostitute make you feel that.
The prostitute accept you as you are.
And you feel, ... on top of the world.
Remember she is a prostitute.
I don't advocate discrimination against such people.
But be realistic, a relationship with her would be full of
problems.
And most likey will not work.
So just stop.
Same for bargirls, and social escorts.
Your wife, she demands a lot from you, because you are her husband,
she has expectations of you. Maybe you disappoint her, but you are
the father of her child.
She may belittle you, but remember she is the mother of your
child.
You are committed to your wife and your child.
Go for contentment in life, with a good family life.
Don't go for paradise, its a sure road to misery.