To tell u frankly, u've got to change.
I've got a very very good female friend, his boyfriend is just like
you.
We always walk and take the train together after sch coz on the
way, and his boyfriend warns her of me, and even throw tempers and
quarrel with her if we heads home together.
The boyfriend remember's her timetable damn fucking well, which
days have tests, etc... He knows sch ends at 4.p.m exact, or she
can leave at 4 even if haven end, so he times her. If she haven
reach home by 4.45, she gets it.
She cant go out with her friends, girls or guys. There was more
then once, she went out with all of us, the boyfriend called her
and scolded her till she cry in the public.
She works part time, and works in a retail fashion stall. There
will be days they work late, or do stock takes. If she works late
even for 5 mins, she gets it. Once was worst, the boyfriend went
down and waited for her, she did not come out of the shopping mall
within 10 mins, he went in and fucked the IC up side down.
Whenever they are together (i mean as in really together
physically), the guy is damn fucking sweet bla bla bla, but
whenever he is not by her side, he turns into a monster.
Although my friend loves the boyfriend very very much, she cannott
ake it and talked to me about breaking up a few times.
Look here, the person who suffer when you do all those stuffs, is
your gf, not you.
Imagine the position you put her in.
Imagine the amount of freedom she has to give up coz of u
Imagine the enjoyments she have to give up because of u
Imagine the friends she lost coz of u
The list goes on and on.
You really better change.