First of all, y u sound so desparate?
hope to get another gal quickly? so u can dump ur current gf?
no gal u cannot survive? hello, grow up, already 30 still have this
kind of mindset?
since u already say u earn not tat much compare to her, y don't u
focus on ur career and biz more? be more pro-active.
to me, u choose to be one wat u said. and I don't think you really
love her, u just have no choice but stick to her. I know when
together for quite some time there are 'gan qing' . hard to just
throw away.
so my advice to u, focus on other things, ur career etc... and make
urself a better man. and see if she doesnt make any effort to be
better, just break. wat for stay if she doesn make any
effort.
and stop complaining k. because u have a choice.