Originally posted by curiousOrange:
Look at that part in red. I know your pattern already lah
bro...
You are the type who will suppress your thoughts and keep saying
you are feeling ok already....then 3 months later you will come
back here again and tell us actuallly you are not ok.
[b]You need to be honest with yourself.
If it's a sense of emptiness you are feeling...you need to deal
with it NOW.
I have only one piece of advice for you.
Stop going to that house, stop going to GL altogether. That place
is not for you.
There is absolutely no reason for you to be there anymore! Let this
be the end.
You made your first mistake when you paid to talk to that tirak to
fill up that void your ex-gf left behind.
That emptiness feels familiar doesn't it?
If you revisit GL, you are likely to repeat the same mistake
again.
Life is short, you don't need all these drama in your life.
There are plenty of other things you should focus on. Once you find
another direction in your life, that emptiness will go away.
Trust me.
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Actually, when I choose to leave her, I told myself to stay away
from her and GL. However, I do miss her time and time again. Until
I knew she leave SG last mth, I felt so devasted!!! Somehow, I know
she no longer exist in my life. As compared to my ex, my ex is
still contactable since she is living in SG. But my TIRAK, gone
with the wind. Can u feel how I feel??? This time is worst! I dunno
where she is now?
Actually, I have been going to GL for the past few weeks, hoping to
find a clue abt her, hoping to find someone who looks like her,
hoping that I can find someone who can be caring to be as her.
However, its fruitless. I know I will repeat my mistake but I just
can't help it.
I am really in need of SERIOUS help. 
