Anyone of u ever feel lost?
What if one day, you finally woke up from confusion and found there
" old feel for life" and a direction... finally?
The next thing you know, you are torn in between two things which
are dear to you : 1) loyalty and sentiments 2) New happiness
through new venture. What will u do?
And in between this two things, there is a war zone in ur inner
persona. You desperately find a reason to cling onto the "old" cos'
you are afraid of losing it as you find ur inner-self evolving
away. It isn't really the "old" who is really drifting away. It is
you who is drifting away and it is you who is desperately finding a
reason to cling onto the old which is equally important too.
However, the "old" does not understand it and keep pushing u
away... erm when we are not even interacting much ?.. so even more
better for me to really drift away... why the heck did i even hold
onto it in the first place?
So in admist of all these changes, the stress accumulated had added
a burden to urself and boom there u go. Torn and irriated, did
something foolish. However, suddenly all this things do not matter
anymore.
For whining sake..........
