Please don't get so self defeating... You are truly going
through a bad patch in your life, I have gone through some other
bad patches and there is one thing I know, it will pass. Not many
people like doing NS, and even less go through problems like you
did now, so it's hard to imagine what you're going through. I'm
truly feeling apologetic about your situation now, and I believe
things will only get better, I mean what could be worst, you must
be at your lowest point right now. I suggest that despite your
problems, you should be brave and look on the bright side, the
reason is that if you go to work or hang out with friends, and keep
complaining and having an agitated temper easily, what happens is
that you're going to make people run away. Instead, if you take
things on a lighter side, your friends/colleagues may try to
understand your situation. Trust me, nobody enjoys hanging out with
grumpy uncle.
