okok, i am still tryin to get over k. get me time.
well, i duno if u guys will scold me again over this. but well, i
actually went over to the temple and pray.
well, i talk to the medium, and he studied her pic as well as her
name and all these, well he promise to help me and that he told me
if it is meant to be, it is meant to be.
i also told him abt the dreams that i had. and he told me, dun
worry, take the time nw to eat and concentrate on ur studies. But
at the last part, he did mention tat she will return
i knw u guys might wanna say i am again DECEIVIN myself but shd i
follow and try to listen to my faith or shd i juz deceive myself
?
well, i duno if shd i have faith in my religion or shd i juz
continue to deceive myself?
i knw its stupid and TECNICALLY i admit we are over but yet, its
always this type of small hopes that keep me goin. so wat shd i do
now ? its like a test of faith for my religious lidat.
