I myself dun wanna hide anthin also. Let me tell u guys
these.
3-4 mths ago, i and her keep quarrelin. we quarrel over everythin.
one day i went out with my frens and they brought my exgf along.
durin the dinner, my exgf is very concern and very thoughtful
towards me. i was so touch by her and also since so long, no one
had done this to me. i starts to fall for her.
I AM A BASTARD A JERK OR WHATEVER U ALL CAN CALL ME.
I wanted to play both sides. i wanted to woo my ex and if i can get
her, i wanna kick my gf off. my ex got bf also. So this proceed on
everyday, and whereas my then gf was waitin for me everyday. like
what i am now. Suddenly one day i juz realised what i am doin. I
hated myself so much. I tell myself, why is there such a girl
around. i told my then gf tat u wan u wait loh. i also duno what i
wan.
When i realise what i wan, I WAS SO HAPPY, i knw i was so in love
with her, AND I AM DETERMINED TO TREAT HER THE BEST THAT I CAN, i
realise my mistake and i am goin to amendments, i knw i am not lyin
cos i am so determined.
But all is too late, she told me she knw what she wants on 23/10,
and thats me that she want. but on 26/10 i told her wat i wan, it
seems too late. i also duno why. she told me she had feelins for
another guy now.
and the story proceed frm where i started as a topic.
GUYS I KNW I AM STUPID I AM SHAMELESS I AM BASTARD A JERK OR
WATEVER U CALL ME. but i really really realise my mistake and i am
determine to treat her the best that i can. but i am not given the
chance now.
how ? i feel so so so sad that i cant show her the new me. i am nt
a casanova, i juz fallen for temptation at that time. and i managed
to woke up.
Thats y i am harbourin hopes of her wakin up now. u guys think it
is still possible ????
pls tell me the truth. scold me, or do whatever also can. juz tell
me the truth
