im serving NS right now. i've been betting on soccer since i was
in sec sch. it started with just 10 20 bucks kinda thing. till abt
poly time, it was a few hundreds, sometimes thousands but
seldom.
i've lost till i have not enough money to pay up, and end up
borrowing, then returning in installments (1 to 3 thousand loan).
now i owe abt 2k to friends, and gotta pay in installments for the
next half yr or so..
i really wanna stop gambling already, i've told myself that, but i
am not determined enough, and will end up betting small amounts
again. and then end up losing few hundreds to 1+k..
i come from an above average family, but i don't wanna let my
parents know abt this as it will sadden them. now, i am giving
myself one last chance to quit, i really hope i can do it this
time..
the only obstacle to this is, i owe 2k+ and gotta pay in
installments over the nxt 6months or so. and it will be a shadow on
my mind, thinking to myself, 'if i win, i can repay the loan'. cos
i dont like the feeling of owing ppl money even though they nv
press me for payment . but i'll try my best to be disciplined, not
gamble, and slowly repay the loan.
to those gambling out there, esp on soccer. pls stop. u'll nv beat
the bookies. how else do u think the bookies are making big bucks,
some of them even millionaires.
