thanks guys for all replies. have not touched soccer ever since.
as for the debt, yah, still the same, pay part of my nsf allowance
to my friend whenever it's payday. he don't press me for money,
it's just myself feeling bad.
as for someone mentioning me getting a job, no i can't cos im
serving ns now.
i occupy myself now by going to the gym (training regime irregular
cos of soccer in the past), spending mroe time with my gf, surfing
and finding out more abt the country i'm going to after i o.r.d to
study for 2yrs.