An edited version for TS's gf
"Recently, I choose an ang mo boi over my boi of close to 8yrs, and
I confess my actions to me boi..hurt him bad and at the same time,
I felt real bad and pain in myself that I really duno who to turn
to.
Before bf go to thailand for work, me and my bf have already
decided to get engaged, got ourselves wedding band, and already
inline for BTO flat..I felt so great things decided to settle down
for me after close to 8 yrs together,so much effort time and money
has went in.
Things started going topsy turvy while my bf went to thailand and i
stay in singapore..I get to know this ang mo boi, working in a pub
selling beer..quite cheerful and friendly looking and initially, I
told meself, not to get involve but eventually, get to know him.
cox he's outgoing type and fun-loving, so I let me guard down. I
also did not tell him I have bf.
After a few meetings, he told me alot of things about himself, and
that, deep down-inside him, he comes from a broken family and has
been quite messy in life while he was young. I must agree that he's
good looking and his muscles in no way a sg boi can match...
One day he asked me,what do I really want it be...just normal
friends or be his gf. I told him be his gf. Gosh....I tot it might
just be fling and that he is not treating it serious. All this
while, I did not let me bf(thailand) know. I know its bad but I
just couldn't fight myself way out.
As time goes,i becomes more attach to him and one night, i slept
with him. over 2 weekends, we stayed together at the hotel and i
allow him to take pics and says that he can keep it because he
wants to look at it to help remember me. What surprises me is that
he quite spontaneous in bed and got me quite worried, like he know
his stuffs. Before he likes girls...he is a gay like brokeback
mountain before,had a couple of bf. Now that he turn over new life,
due to fact that he lost hope on ang mo girls (2 failed
ones).
All this while, I did not tell him that I'm not single.
He left singapore for aussy to vist his mother. he still call often
even though he dun earn enuff.
Right now..problems i need to solve is my BTO flat,my wedding
bad,duno how it'll turn out. I really broke my bf(thailand) heart
when I told him and I know its unfair to him. Y can't i broke up
with the ang mo one instead and a few mths wins over a few yrs
relationship? Is it fair for both the guys. However, till recently,
I know that I will prefer an ang mo guy more than a sgp guy...I
made a mess in my life now..and I will not say that its my bf(thai)
fault though he over the years, has mad some impact in my thinking
of spending time with a sgp boi. "
So what does TS expects? gf telling u she is a slut thats all? it
just wun work... u r a letdown... no offence
