Hi dirge,
There is really nothing that we can say to help you
This is your life and you should make your own decision since you
are an adult
if you feel that by telling everybody on what you
have done and getting a few scolding can ease your sins then I can
tell you that it is not possible
Put yourself in your girlfriends shoes
8 years of youth
it is
simply not fair to her
Remember
a womans youth is
precious
If you dont cherish her then better let her go, as she would be
able to find someone better
it seems like you are spoilt for
choice right but be it the Thai gal or your girlfriend
do what
your heart want
Perhaps you would dump this Thai and marry your girlfriend after so
much advises from us but I think you will still do the same thing
again when you are overseas again
Your heart is still not settled
and you are simply not ready for commitment yet
Because if you are
then it should not be shaken easily by other woman
I got nothing much to say also
just cherish what you have in life
and dont regret it after you have lost it