Haii..
i used to have anxiety disorder. right now i am quite cured, i can
say that.
i may be happy, seem happy, and i have quite a lot of friends. i
have anixiety that is left beneath me. i feel quite sad at times as
people all think i am a hapy go lucky boy albeit serious at
times.
due to anxiety, people see me as blur, unable to concentrate and so
on..
i feel like telling all my woes to my fellow friends, but what do
they know?
i think i dont even have any close friends that are able to share
my woes. they are all happy go lucky bunches.
i feel pissed off and sad when they say i am blur, and so on, as i
was not able to do something, but fact is its all due to anxiety
and too much thinking.
i know i will eliminate anxiety, but as human beings, we also have
problems, and we need to talk to other people about this.
i just cannot let it out. i have no one that will listen and
understand this anxiety thing.
its hard man.. 
