yeah la, i have improved tons lar, anyway thanks a lot for the
feedback, it's been helpful..
its just like sometimes i dont want to hurt other peoples' feelings
that i dont retort to them or something. its making me feel
lousy.
i dont like to be quiet, cos deep inside i am an outgoing chirpy
person, but there is this hindrance thats a pain.
so far everything has been going on well. there are many people who
like me, i cant deny that, but at times we just cannot communicate
properly, cos there is this discomforting aura flowing..
i will stuck in between my words and stuff..and its pissing me off.
i hate to be like this. probably i am jsut a perfectionist thinking
that some errors in me will doom my future or something like
that..
arr, yeah, its social anxiety..it sucks, i know how it feels like,
i am not going it through again man..
