let your grieve out bah. Cry, etc
there was a story of this young boy who went overseas to study. He
studied so hard to please his dad. His dad on the other, was sickly
and frail. But the boy call back once a fortnight to check on his
dad. During his finals, he called back to talk to his dad. His mom
said his dad is busy, cant come to the fone but wishes him all the
best. Well, the boy passed with flying colours, and got the coveted
piece of paper. He flew home excited to show his dad what he has
achieved. When he went back, he was told that his dad passed away
during his final exams and his family hid the fact from him so he
could concentrate on his studies.