Originally posted by Bontakun:
Did you actually express your feelings
for her? If yes and she politely rejected, [b]most
likely it meant she wasn't ready to accept but is
unwilling to break this friendship too.
If no then are you afraid of losing
her as a friend? Or as something
else?
I am in no position to say what you should do because I myself have
issues of my own, but I can suggest a few things which
MAY be of help.
Tell this to a close friend of yours. You may not get
'enlightenment' but at least there is someone lending a listening
ear.
Go out and meet other people. It will give you a fresh feeling at
least and you may see more things and perhaps have a new
interest?
Seek professional counselling. I am not saying you are in such a
horrible situation to require it. Even people who looked fine seeks
pro counselling. They are unsure of what to do in their lives and
feel lost at times.
Of course there will be more people posting here so you can wait
and see more options available later. 
I do have another question though: Do you prefer to let her know
how you feel and risk losing possibly everything or would you
rather keep this feeling quiet and hope it will go away?[/b]
HELLO!! LONG TIME NO SEE!! 
