Originally posted by ryan:O):
Hi everyone.
Thanks for reading my post and my appreciation for all you kind
words of encouragements. Especially Bontakun, Rock^Star, snowbird82
and even neverendingtrauma Thanks again :O)
Hmmm
from the posts I must acknowledge the fact that I have
invested too much feeling in trying know her better and all those
emotions seems one sided. Well that is maybe because this is the
First time that I have been attracted to a nice lady.
(fyi I am not a young teenager blinded by puppy
love)
Tried really hard to forget her a few times as I slowly started to
realise that I was weighted down by these emotions. Hmmm
even some
of my close friends seem to see the sadness in me. You really can
see whether the person is happy or sad by looking carefully into
their eyes. It seem like they are a window to your soul.
Its just a bit hard to carry on after all those feeling I felt and
I guess I have to let go of my foolish emotions and I really hope
that the hands of time can slowly wash away all the sadness in
me.
Hope this post will continue and help others that share the same
experiences as me.
It took you so long to have your 1st "Puppy - one sided love ?"
have you been living alone ?
Or have you not been looking at the opposite sex your whole life ?
Its time to move on and try to know someone seriously and have a
decent conversation that does not happen in your fantasies .
