Poly has started..
I known this gal from my class about 5 weeks after sch re-opens. I
got her number, her msn on the first week. So, we started as
friend, we chatted with each others, in msn, sms, or on phone until
late night. We even play online games together, went out for movie,
and wake up earlier for breakfast in school.
On the second week, thursday.
I begin to fell in love with her? so i asked her to be my gf. She
agrees to it, she seems happy. On the next day, friday, during
lesson break we went out together, holding hands, laughing. But
when night falls, when we are back home. She begins to be depressed
over somethings, so i asked her why.. She say she can't forget her
ex-bf. She say it's not fair to me because she still loves her
ex-bf. and can't forget about him. So, i was shocked, i have no
chioce but to give up. I can't do much, i find it's not fair to me
too. So, she tell me about her story with her ex. Telling me the
happy time they spend together, that her bf always make her laugh
when she was moody, her bf buy her things, her bf send her home,
etc.. Conclusion, she asked me to give her some time to forget her
ex.. (The reason they break, her bf is unreasonable person, ask her
to do things she don't like, ask her to leave her friends, ask her
don't talk to other guys, ask her to stay at home, he has bad
temper and quarrelled many many times with her, slapped her..
)
It's ok.. the next 2 days is weekend, she is working.. Our
relationship no more. But she still calls me up, and talk to me. I
volunteer myself to meet her on that saturday night for dinner, i
buy her medicine and a tatty bear keychain because she got margain.
It was really bad i supposed, the medecine she wants is only
prescrible by doctor, so i actually went here and there to find a
medicine that has same ingredients but lesser contents. I meet her
up at her work place. I volunteer myself to send her home, but she
refuses. I asked her a couple of times, until she answered me that
her ex is sending her home. Well, Her ex is riding a bike, so
people has personal transport but i don't. I can't do much..
On Sunday, she works again. I came look after her after my dinner
on mother's day evening. She said she needs another battery for her
N70, so i bring her the battery. Given it to her, and then i went
off again. I don't mind traveling, taking train and buses but to
meet her. I asked her to give me a chance again. Again she agreed,
but she asked me to wait and give her some time to accept me again.
So, i was cheered up, at least i get to be with her even it takes
time.
I didn't give up after waiting a week, I succeed this time. Monday
Morning, 15th May 2006 1am, after telling her to be with me and
maybe being with me can helps her forget about her ex. She accepted
me again.. I was happy..
Wednesday 17th of May, we went out to shopping after school. When
she broaded her bus back to her home, i followed in. She was angry
with me because I lived at pasir ris and she lives at bishan. It
was a distance alway, and she doesn't wants me to go home so late
alone. I managed to get to her house with an excuse of doing
project. Well, nothing else, we did the project in about 1 hour
time. She send me off with a goodbye kiss on my lips.
Thursday 18th of May, I went to her house again.. I send her home
taking bus, a long long journey.. Because she was sick, some sore
throat and flu. I was so glad that today is the best day
throughtout our relationship. We spend quality time with each
others, even watching some comedy videos from youtube, I am being
satisfied. More passion on today, more kisses. despire her flu can
be trasmitted by kissing. I tell her, we sick together, share
burden.
Friday 19 th of mAy, It was the most terrible day throughtout our
relationship. It was hell, her ex-bf called her during our lesson
break at some shopping centers. she became very moody eversince,
she shouted at me for nothing. No matter how much I concerned for
her she still very extremely moody and angry for nothing. From
today, I know her temper is the worst almong everyone i have known.
He kept quiet throughtout the whole day, and when she speaks, she
shouted at me. I send her home again, because she is moody. I
wanted to accompany her. She rejected me, but i insisted to send
her home. On the journey back, she tell me that her ex-bf always
make her happy when she was moody. I dunno wat i can do to make her
happy when she was moody, anyone can englighten me? I make jokes
and tried my best to cheer her up, but she is still moody and
worst. I keep quiet and let her cool down, but in the end she is
angry with me because i never talk to her. When we reaches her
home, her ex-bf called, they quarrelled again. She cried, and I can
see she is in pain. I took a cab and reached home after midnight
today.. She seems ok after i comfront her.
Satuday 20th of May, She shows no interest in having this
relationship. She thinks of her ex-bf more than thinking of me. She
shouted at me on phone for nothing again. She keep quiet in
converstations, i was doing all the talking. we chatted about
5hours+ a day, but everytime we chatted she was doing other things
like msn, watching tv, or playing games. Imagine, I am doing all
the talking for 5hours.. I dunno what she wants.. I tell her to
patch up with her ex-bf, but she say her ex-bf is not the same
person she knew anymore and she dun want to patch with him. What
can I do? she is 10 times worst than a normal gal having
PMS..
Tell me what to do? How to make her happy or cheer her up when she
was moody? Tell me how to make her devoted to me? we are together
for 1 week alreay.. But she is treating me so coldly, showing no
interest, and get so angry and moody most of the time.. I have did
almost every good thing a good bf will do for his gf. I can't see
her getting hurt from his ex again, but she just can't forget her
ex... even how bad her ex treated her. No matter how good i treat
her..
