I think
I have also huat that one one side already...Haiya...maybe she is
right...at the end of the day, I know I am artist, musician, dunno
wat lan jiao talent I have...but still not gd enough. Things will
get easier if i just accept her ji jiao because at the end of the
day, no matter how much I kanna push around and so obvious some
more...nobody will listen to me one.
See ah, got one day...my bf telling joke to her bf la. EVeryone
having dinner. Very nice night. Then suddenly because the joke is
abt LJ she make one comment abt my bf's one and her bf's one. Maybe
its suppsed to be a joke, but she bend over and whisper into her bf
ear. But whisper like not soft enough le because I heard. Where got
girl anyhow talk abt other ppls bfs didi one. Joke is joke la, not
say Im being super sensitive or wat...i won't be if she never give
me the crap. But I get very defensive because as the months go by,
when he start to tell me basically to shut up la..(not directly to
my face but he act like he want me to keep quiet), i feel he is
siding her lo..so I inevitably get sensitive lar. Who wont scared,
u tell me. 
