thanks...so the way i am feeling is actually quite justified lar..I
knew i dun anyhow suka suka feel crappy for no reason one.
No haha dun think they were anything b4...but I mean see he
nowthinks anything and everything will piss me off...which he
become defensive...that one i can understand what made him feel
this way because he thinks i anyhow say his friend...
But what i wanna say is that I am really okay one, if she fetch him
from camp because lets face it..she got car and if she can she will
go one...Im also super ok if they hang out...even if its the both
of them onli i can go this far to say im ok...but if he reacts the
way i describe to u in my posts, towards the feelings i have, i
sure cannot trust them together one. I will sure feel something
wat. He think i also very free can entertain all this issit? Think
all this is freaking carnival for me? I wanna be happy with him le.
last time they hang out so much when I in melbourne le. But he last
time got show me he is dedicated to me one. His ex slap on the face
dunno for what lan jiao also i cannot cry on his shoulder. Im not
expecting him to do anything to her wat..just let me cry and be
there then i will instant be so happy one.
Then this girl...lan lan got to hang out with her..can one. i can
accept the friendship. But if she left side hao lian to me say all
these things, he right side heck care me, of course what sort of
positivity i got? He tell me dun be so pessimistic, in my mind i
thinking...really ah. Pls put urself in my shoes le...so easy to
say heck care bochup her all this, but u kanna face with this kind
of thing ur confidence sure deteriorate like one kind of sand flow
down ur fingers one.
He now thinks the whole fault lies with my lack of self esteem. but
in the first place, i damn confident one.
U know, when i come back, i try to improve my chinese, try to
listen more chinese songs, admit i got try to be like that girl
liddat. End up, I become more stupid, like losing brain cells. what
i say becomes more and more idiotic, no more the intelligent poet
he once fell in love with. Or rather maybe i just being hao lian
but
really lo...this sort of thing can shake a girl upside down one. I
stay by his side for so long already damn good liao.
So...any guys who got read this thread..remember next time ur girl
is feeling low..dun anyhow blame her...because girls dun anyhow
feel like this one. Just be there for her, and u can be sure her
response will be satisfying one. If u want the girl to be happi, u
must make her happi too, cannot everytime anyhow say her and expect
her to smile at u one. She also dun need the headache too.
