1st of all, no suicide. You suicide I go your body kick you then
say you siao ah!
2nd of all, 1st relationships are always like that. Tend to have a
heavier stronger impact on people.
3rd of all, relax man, if she's not meant to be she's not meant to
be. At the end of the day, 2 scenarios. She still be with you or
she's not. Don't force yourself on something that might just not
work out.
Cos you wouldn't know, going down the breaking up road might just
lead you to the REAL girl of your dreams. Your future wife. Your
love of your life. And you are her love of her life.
Nothing wrong with being emotionally affected, its perfectly
normal. But have some control, and discipline in your mind.
Last of all, no suicide. Don't be dumb.
